i really confused with my feeling.

i simply just want to hide myself and keep my mind blank.

convincing myslef that my feeling for you had fade.

and i know i don't stand any chance too.

never possible.

i just let the chance slit and i know it will nv come back agn.

keeping me busyg is the only way i could stop thinkg abt you.

i can say my feeling for you nw is nt as much as last time.

but still i couldnt let go.

i am very green with envy the girl the was dote by you.

and i can swear she will b the happiest girl in the world.

mayb we're just not mend to b tgt.

zishan sucked totally.

yes she is.

in anything and everything she do.

she may look confidence but that wasnt what she is.

dont judge a book by its cover.

but her attitude suck big time.

i admit that i sucked alright.

go and die please,and no one will care.

bang*&zishan is dead inside nw.